Week 19

This week hasn't been quite as exciting as last, we've been getting behavior reports done for the kids. We spoke to key to find out if there is anything we have missed in our reports and we found out some interesting things. For example one of the girls who is ten years old has been wetting the bed about 5 nights out of 7 due to laziness. Apparently she wakes up and the mas wake her up sometimes during the night to use the toilet but puts off getting up and then wets the bed. Key also told that she was ugly! this seemed a bit harsh but I think what she meant was lazy with hygiene e.g. not brushing her hair or washing frequently enough.

I have been trying to do some work with Rachana and since giving her a big telling off after which i didn't think she'd talk to me again, and doing some activities with her, hopefully making her feel a bit special, she has been quite sweet and I am becoming very fond of her. I haven't done much educational activities with her however as I need to gather a huge amount of energy and patience for that. I had a bit of a scary experience this week when using the 'supernanny' technique, Bros was kicking up (literally) a huge fuss about being made to sit on a spot on the floor, when suddenly 3 kids came running up to me each holding a separate stick to give me I assumed to use on Bros! I didn't, and he gave in to sitting for 5 minutes.

We've been doing a bit more play therapy type activities with Sothy this week. I find it so hard and slightly frustrating, he is just so incapable of anything really. I tried making a 3D picture with him but he seemed much more interested in stacking paint pots, getting as close to me as possible, giving me hugs, which makes painting pretty hard. It sounds sweet and I feel awful saying it but hugging gets old quickly especially in 30 degree heat!

I have been given a couple of cookery lessons by the mas recently, they have taught me to make sweet chilli sauce, cucumber stir fry and morning glory stir fry. I think it will be really useful for university as the ingredients are cheap, simple and it is very quick to make. It has made me aware of how much garlic and sugar they put in food, it's crazy amounts!

We had a dinner with our project trust officer last night and they are coming to visit our project on Tuesday which is exciting.
I'm off to the local hairdresser to get a $2 dollar hair cut now :)

lots of love

Week 18

Sok Sabaye!
I've been back at work  for just over a week now after having the best New Year ever in Thailand. We spent a week on a Thai island and then a week in North east Thailand at one of the project trust projects.
It was fab holiday but I wasn't in the slightest bit sad to be returning to work.

This week has been very exciting. The orphanage is making many changes at the moment so our week has been filled with preparations and meetings which have been very interesting and slightly exhausting. We are all moving out of the GH1 building and into GH2 which is very exciting but does mean that some caregivers are being laid off. The office is also moving building.
After the move to GH2 the old children ( 16-19) are stopping the extra English lessons that they have in Phnom Penh, and starting extra English lessons with us every week day evening.
With the move we will have a new schedule with increased activities for everyone including the caregivers who we are encouraging to start cookery lessons and trips out of the home with the kids. We were creating the new schedule this week.
The budget has been a bit of a problem, for example at the moment GH1 doesn't have any shampoo or washing powder so we have been trying to plan further ahead. I'm not sure whether this will improve anything, we haven''t received any money for educational materials since being here which is very annoying. The children's pocket money is being reduced at the moment as currently the children have to pay the teachers money for 'extras' which Magna is going to try and avoid.

Rachana a mischievous child who we believe to have learning and behavioral disabilities, was expelled from school this week. It is due mainly to her biting other children which causes extra worry due to her HIV status, but also due to general inability to concentrate and misbehavior. Including snatching other children's and the teachers materials and toys. Beth and I are especially worried as we don't want her to turn into another Sothy (the disabled child) spending her day wondering around the house with nothing to do. So we are going to do more one on one work with her and try to set up a consistent disciplinary plan to improve her behavior so we can get her back to school. We are trying trying to introduce the 'Super nanny' technique to the Group home. This consists of staying sitting under a red dot for 5 mins, explaining why and making her apologies. Currently she is either ignored, shouted at, or locked in a bathroom occasionally with a smack.

We took Sothy and Raksmey (his brother) swimming this week. They and I loved it. When we arrived they hardly got through the door before they had whipped of their clothes, much to my embarrassment. Sothy spent almost the whole time in the water giggling, I tried to teach Raksmey to swim but he found jumping into the pool far more fun. The session didn't last long as they are extremely skinny so were shivering rather violently by the time we got out.

We are already well over a third of the way through the year! Time has gone so quickly but I am now thoroughly settled and have my bearings on the work. I think and hope I am over the majority of my homesickness which is lovely. I am so so happy and would definitely recommend a year away for a gap year :)

Week 14

Poor Bethany has been ill again this week. We went to the doctor on Wednesday and she was diagnosed with asthmatic bronchitis, just in time for the Christmas party. She couldn't really join in as much as she would have liked, but I had great fun shopping for and running the party.

 I went food shopping with the group home manager, Key, which I really enjoyed, I love shopping with the Cambodians because they introduce you to lots of exciting new places and food. She bought me some delicious sticky sweet rice with coconut and we went home via her house to pick some mangos as it is now the season. For the children we found fizzy orange juice and a Cambodian version of pizza with no cheese but a kind of cheesy salad dressing squirted on top. We have been learning the vocab for pizza and orange juice so the children were very excited to be finally trying them. We had intended this to be their lunch, but silly me, how can that be considered a meal, we didn't eat rice! So they had a second lunch half an hour later. The children manage to eat so much yet stay so so skinny it's crazy. We think the ARV treatment is partly responsible.  In the very early morning of the party I felt very much Cambodian. The mister (father) of the group home I live in, and I, picked up 62 pizzas on a moto, more of my bum was hanging off the back of the Moto than was on and my muscles the next day were like rock. The amount of people, furniture and food the Cambodians manage to squeeze onto the moto scooters is amazing. I saw a huge wicker basket of small pigs on a moto the other day!

At the party we played team games which both the children and the Mas really enjoyed. We played relay races with; balloons between their legs, balls being passed under chins, raisins being moved from one plate to another with the winning team receiving lolly pops. We played pass the parcel, and had a visit from Santa. The children seemed very happy with their presents, although the Mas kicked up a fuss over the trouser length as it is the cold season, we found this a bit ridiculous so with the help of Key told them there was no way we're traipsing back around the market to exchange 48 presents. They also kept telling us the clothes were too small which was not the case, the children are used to over stretched hand me downs so their clothes are actually mostly too big and the new outfits fit well. So that was all a bit frustrating but the children's delight at their presents made up for the ma's reaction.

I had a really interesting though slightly sad chat with Phearun the main (soon to be the only) magna teacher. He told me about the history and politics of the country, including the problems with corruption.  The government makes it very hard for those such as teachers in the public schools to avoid corruption. The salary of a teacher is $100 dollars a month which is not enough to sustain a family therefore the teachers are forced to charge the students an extra fee, which the police (I expect with the same problem, as they frequently pull people over and demand money), turn a blind eye to. We also spoke about the children. I have been surprise by how little the children's HIV status affects them. They make frequent visits to the hospital to be monitored but it seems they are mostly very healthy. However I think the status has a big effect on them emotionally. Phearun says they are full of fear; he has had children say they are very scared as they know they are going to die young.  He wants us to try and help them tackle their fear in the PSHE sessions. I'm not sure how I'm going to do that yet.

Bethany and I had a very nice Christmas weekend, it was sad being away from home but we kept ourselves busy at a couple of parties with other expats which were very fun. I won't be doing another blog for a couple of weeks I'm afraid, as we are leaving for a 2 week holiday in Thailand on Tuesday, I'm very excited. I hope you all had a fab Christmas!

Month 3

The weather at the moment can only be described as divine.  We are in the cold season at the moment and according to the Cambodians ‘the wind is falling down’. We have lovely hot sun with a cool wind and the nights are cooler at the moment which has meant I have been sleeping really well, though the cool weather does make cod showers quite a challenge. I have worked out a method of one limb in the shower at a time.

We took the children to the dentist this week. The children were so brave, not making any fuss despite many of them having baby teeth pulled out and it seemed most of them left the chair bleeding. We were told that is clear through their visits to the dentists how well magna are looking after the children, apparently the condition of their teeth is hugely improved and whilst it previously took a week to get through all the children it now takes a morning. Whilst at the dentist we were surprised to be invited to their Christmas party, so we are looking forward to that, especially as the dentist has some expats volunteering for them.

Much to the children’s excitement the Magna Christmas party is fast approaching so this week we began the rather daunting task of buying Christmas presents for 48 children with a budget of $144. It has taken us two trips and some very sugary drinks but we now have a complete and very big selection of outfits music, pajamas, jewelry, hairclips and toys, all ready and waiting to be wrapped.  We also have a Father Christmas outfit ready for me to wear on the big day.

We had a meeting with our Boss this week and we have some new exciting and rather daunting tasks. We are going to be pretty much solely responsible for activities and education of the young children outside of school, we are going to be doing updates for the children’s sponsors every month. The Magna orphanage in Cambodia is quite new so this is the first set of children they have had, many of the children are now turning into teenagers so we are going to start holding PSHE sessions. This involves teaching topics such as politics, sex education, drug abuse, exploitation of women etc. Denisa wants us to hold these using the teacher to translate. These PSHE sessions are really important as the schools don’t really give the children any of this information. The government includes ex-khmer rouge and the political system is far from democratic therefore the teachers are scared to talk negatively about the government or the Khmer rouge regime. Magna had some problems when the eldest girl started her period and didn’t tell anyone and apparently there are problems in other orphanages with the children having sex with one another due to ignorance. I can’t believe this would ever happen here as there is such a family atmosphere but we are to help discourage them. We have been asked to encourage the children to question and discuss as this is strictly discouraged in the schools.  I’m a little scared but I’m sure it will be ok; I will have to do lots of research. Denisa has told us some slightly scary stories, for example last year they had a couple of people trying to give the orphanage free cakes after some fuss the police were called and apparently the cakes were laced with drugs. They were trying to get the children and caregivers addicted. Apparently this is common outside of the schools.

The oldest boy at Group Home two has taken on the role of Magna hairdresser and has given poor blind unprotesting Sothy a hideous haircut. He has shaved of (very badly) the bottom half of Sothy’s hair the whole way round. It’s awful!

Week 12

One, maybe two of the children are going to be leaving the home soon. Sokong is 18 and is being handed back into the care of her sister. Sokong ‘s sister will pay for her to go to a training college so that she can then get a good job.  I think Sokong will be magna’s second child to leave due to their age. Sayha is the three year old sitting on the Tuk Tuk in a previous picture, he has been taken off his ARV treatment as it is suspected that he maybe HIV negative. If so he will have to leave the home as it is an HIV orphanage. It would be very sad for him to have to leave his magna family especially as he has lived his whole life here. The magna staff was praised for the excellent care they gave him as it was suspected that he would die as a young baby malnourished with TB. His mother unlike his father is alive but addicted to solvent abuse and has no contact. Of course it would be great if he was negative though. Sayha is so cute it takes all my willpower to stop myself giving him a huge cuddle when I’m meant to be telling him off, sometimes I can’t resist.

I have a very exciting project at the moment, that will help me, if successful, to leave my stamp on the project. Magna have had a few members of staff leave recently leaving other members with a greatly increased work load.  Key, who I love, is the Group home manager, and has asked me to help make a system of collecting all the profiles of the children, working out the yearly costs for all the children and work out a rolling budget for the Group Homes. Which they don’t have already! I think that when staff left they didn’t pass on various pieces of useful information.  So, lovely Key and I are going to set up a database. Neither of us knows how to use Microsoft access so we are going to learn which should be very interesting.

We have been experiencing lots of power cuts recently, almost every night in GH1 where we live, almost  every other hour at the hospital, and at GH2 electricity is a rare luxury.  At the hospital there is the added excitement of temperamental running water. The bathrooms have huge buckets of water that are kept full ready for the common cease of running water. Last week the buckets ran out though, so I was forced use the toilet using just my baby fingers so as to avoid getting my hands too germy. Whilst I’m on the topic, the Cambodians don’t use toilet paper, all the toilets are accompanied by tiny shower hoses as a replacement. On my arrival I thought they were for washing your feet, I still use them for just that.

Beth and I went to Sihanoukvile for a long weekend as it was a national holiday yesterday. We visited two project trust volunteers who are in a teaching project. They teach 18 to 24 year olds. They have accomodation with en-suite, and a big kitted out kitchen, with a big kitchen table that doesn’t wobble! We are very jealous.  Some of their students were Apsara dancing at a Christian church service so we went to watch. It was a Christmas service in Khmer so we saw a nativity play, was the story we know but with some small Cambodian details, e.g. they wore adaptations of the traditional Khmer dress. It was very entertaining and interesting to see. We spent the rest of the weekend on the beach, seeing Sihanoukville, and eating some delicious seafood. On two of the bus journeys we have taken we have been given food by Cambodians, they are very generous with food, I have been told that this stems from the huge amount of starvation during the Khmer Rouge era.

My Khmer is getting quite confident now, I’m not really learning anything new but I am confident with the vocab I learnt on the course. I’m particularly good when I’ve been drinking. I was under the impression I would absorb vocab without really trying, it turns out that’s not the case at all.

King Herod

Week 11

I'm feeling great this week, very settled and happy.

I am also feeling better about my teaching I was beginning to worry I was falling into a teachers rut and my lessons were becoming a little repetitive so this week we played lots of new educational games including the children's particular favorite 'bang bang'. The children compete for the winners position by being the first to guess the name of the flash card. The winner 'shoots' the looser who must die dramatically. I am going to make them a worksheet this week to help them learn the order of the days of the week, they were being a bit thick about it last week.


We began advent by introducing the children to advent calendars we had made for each home, with a day for each child. They found it very exciting and had memorized their 'day' very quickly. The advent calendars consist of a sweet for each day wrapped in a square of red material tied onto a long green ribbon with thick gold thread. Each sweet is numbered. I think they look pretty good.

Aids day on the 1st went well. We did some hygiene related activities including teaching the children to wash their hands properly using glitter and matching body parts to utensils. Its particularly important that these kids take care of their hygiene as their immune systems are low due to the  HIV virus and their treatment causes side effects such as very bad teeth.We spent the second half of the session playing some fun games. The day didn't go quite as well as hoped as some activities took longer than expected and others less time than expected. I also found it hard to give instructions and explain to the teachers and children what I wanted them to do  because of the language barrier. It was quite stressful but a very good experience. I expect the next fun day will go more smoothly.

This weekend we went to the cinema and then dinner with two expats which was really nice.We also decided that we are spending 2 weeks for New Year on the Thai island, Ko chan which I am very excited about.

Also I got two hugs from my favorite ma this week.

Week 10

I went on my first home based care visits this week. I went to two homes. The first was the home of 4 children and their parents. One of the children and the two parents are HIV positive. I found the first home really sad. It was in a big block of flats that were still being built at one end. The flat consisted of one room with a tiny balcony and a small bathroom built into the room. The father is a motodop (scooter taxi) driver and the mother sells dried chilli. They are very poor and were both out at work leaving the children at home alone. The flat was a mess and very dirty and had just a double bed frame and a small TV. The Home base care worker Srey mom and I sat with the children for a bit and Srey mom spoke to the children about not being lazy about their hygiene and invited the HIV positive boy to our aids day celebrations on the 1st. The second home seemed much nicer, it was a similar size but had more furniture, (some deckchairs and cushions and matts that are used to sleep on) and was much cleaner. A family of a Tuk Tuk driver and his wife and daughter, they seemed like a really lovely family and they gave us cold water and jack fruit to eat, which I considered very generous. The mother and daughter had both been in a traffic accident but they were pretty much fully recovered.We spent more time with this family, I got a little bored as I couldn't really understand what was being said but it was really interesting to see the homes. At some point Bethany and I will start updating all the files of these Home based care children.
We have been doing some much more productive liaising with Lakina, one of the Cambodian Magna staff, about Aids day, this week. We have it all organized, Bethany and I will spend most our day doing hygiene related activities and playing games with the younger children. These children are very early on in the stages of disclosing their HIV status, so we are not doing HIV related activities.

Bethany and I have been finding living so closely together in the orphanage a bit emotionally grueling so we are looking for some outside activities. Bethany has found a christian home group which she is going to start attending and I am looking for a music group to play with as I (much to the children's and ma's amusement) brought my trumpet with me.
We made an English speaking friend this morning! She is doing an internship for the Phnom Penh post newspaper for 3 months and she is going to come to the cinema with us next week to see 'Breaking Dawn'.

Skin infection much better :)